Friday, September 30, 2005
got my prelim result liao. yah man. 30++ pts. wow. since young my parents wan me gt high pts. finally i achieve it. yeah!! lol.
sch.
raja starts encouragin me. thanks man. lol. gotto work freakin hard liao. or else i m goin to meet my fren nxt yr either at nchs or simei liao. lol . went home wif qy n xe todae. went yoshi. n xueer the water ish cheap there k. lol. suddenly feel so bright at yoshi jus now. lol.
supper..
went for nite class late. mr seah was suppose to meet us at 7. den i seven den wake uup. haha. thought i was the onli tt is late. called jt n derek . yes. both of them still on the way too. lol. went for supper at VARINICE.lol. wif deerek kw jt pam n persis. lol. haf fun there. lets go there every week man. lol! fried kway tiao w/o dark source ish so nice man. lol everyone go try man!
ookiee.
haha. nth much to sae.. jus keep on goin liddat la.. haha. eat more fruits man. constipation doesnt feel good. haha. i wan my sushi meal!
lol.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:59 AM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
took back my maths todae. failed. sigh. dunno wads wrong wif me. fuck.
school..
spot check for hair todae. kaox. kena catch gotto go for the barber. hide in toilet for the last period. lol. after sch immediately go jef ther n cut. lol. victor lost his hp there. dunno which idiot ttook it.. went to nite class at 5 plus. like alot of ppl reach ar. tt jt told derek that 4 plus meet in sch. lol . come veri early ar. was so fuck up at nite. everything seems to be like against me. lol. my temper getting so GOOD nowadaes.sigh.
ookie.
he ni jiang wan hua hou. xin qing hao le hen dou. derek ish rite. wo xiang tai duo le. lol. ni ye bu yao dan xin tai duo. dis is jus a prelim. wo zhi dao wo mei you zi ge jiang zhe xie. lol. ni zhen de hen hao.. wo xiang xing , wo yi ting bu hui hou hui xi huan shang ni ba. haha. xi wang yi hou. neng zai you ji hui zhe yang de hen ni shuo hua ba. haha..
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
1:35 AM
Monday, September 26, 2005
meet kok in the mornig wif derek. drink beer again. lol..
sch.hand in my art. teo say my board nicest of the 3 of us. (sb shaik me) lol . so happy. n proud. lol. i m a leo. so forgive me for being proud. lol . saw yc n steph walking out of toilet todae. den the toilet was in a mess. dunno wtf they did. HAHA
pool.went to pool after tt. wif by derek jt trev weeta boon n others.. lol. long time nvr play liao. but. got shi li means got shi li. lol. those who partner wif me shld know! lol . proud* haha. after pool went cp n eat. suppose to go nite class de. but no mood la. lol. crap wif derek n jt till ten liddat n went home. lol.
ookieejin tian you shi yi ge kai xin de yi tian . lol . qi ma wo zhi dao. ni mei you na mo pa wo le. hao ba. jiu ji xu zhe yang xia qu ba. haha. hao cong shi de yi tian. xi wang xing qing neng zhe yang man man de hao qi lai. kuai kuai le le di guo wan zhe zhong xue de shen hou ba. zhe yang , ying gai bu hui lang wo you she mo hou hui ba. HAHA.cherrioo everybody!! lol
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:54 AM
wad a dae. nth much happen todae. sleep.eat.tution.tv.sleep.eat.. lol
hanyu.is there really alot of error in my hanyu pinyin? wad lao. lol. okie. maybe i pri sch tt time teacher teach i nt attentive k. lol. mayb its the way i phrase the words u all cant uds man. i shall put full-stop n comma this time. tag me if u all still cant uds. lol. but.. haha.
bdae..its TAN YOU MIN's bdae todae. lets sing a song to her k. 1 . 2. 3 .. HAPPI BDAE TO U x4 lol . lazi to type. but ym. gan dong ba. haha
superstars cd...wad lao. shld haf gone to tiong baru tt dae. kao. one cd n one concert ticks onli sellin at $29.90. sigh. my kelly... wo hao xiang ni. lol
ookiee.
wang le cong na li ting lai zhi ju hua . ren zhong ai shuo guo qu bi xian zai hao, ying wei guo qu de yi jing guo qu le.sigh. you shi wo dui zi ji shuo , hai shi suan le ba. wo zhi hui yue xian yue shen. ruo you yi tian wo yao pa chu lai de hua. na shi na mo de kun nan ar. ke shi. mei ci kan dao ni. she mo dou wang le. HAHA.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
2:00 AM
wad a dae. nth much happen todae. sleep.eat.tution.tv.sleep.eat.. lol
hanyu.is there really alot of error in my hanyu pinyin? wad lao. lol. okie. maybe i pri sch tt time teacher teach i nt attentive k. lol. mayb its the way i phrase the words u all cant uds man. i shall put full-stop n comma this time. tag me if u all still cant uds. lol. but.. haha.
bdae..its TAN YOU MIN's bdae todae. lets sing a song to her k. 1 . 2. 3 .. HAPPI BDAE TO U x4 lol . lazi to type. but ym. gan dong ba. haha
superstars cd...wad lao. shld haf gone to tiong baru tt dae. kao. one cd n one concert ticks onli sellin at $29.90. sigh. my kelly... wo hao xiang ni. lol
ookiee.
wang le cong na li ting lai zhi ju hua . ren zhong ai shuo guo qu bi xian zai hao, ying wei guo qu de yi jing guo qu le.sigh. you shi wo dui zi ji shuo , hai shi suan le ba. wo zhi hui yue xian yue shen. ruo you yi tian wo yao pa chu lai de hua. na shi na mo de kun nan ar. ke shi. mei ci kan dao ni. she mo dou wang le. HAHA.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
2:00 AM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
pam call me early in the morning at 12 plus. ask me go watch longest yard. lol. paiseh cannot go. i m a bz man. must book me earlier nxt time. hhah
drink drank drunk..went peter hse todae. eat popiah. lol . long time nvr meet wif them le. lionel jian kok peter. suddenly think tt actually all of them treat me quite well yet i pang seh them everytime. went hougang green drink beer after tt. haha. lionel was drinkin.!! nabei . its like one yr plus nv drink wif him le. haha. his face still the same la. red like the guan gong liddat. haha. crap wif him. sayin abt those sad thing n 5566. nabei. lol . todae drink 2 bottle jiu cannot le. haha. lao le. bu xing le. haha . was so high jus now. lol. must find one more dae. come out drink again. haha. pam n ym was complain bout my hanyu pinyin. but i still tink tt typin wif them i can express more. i m a guy wif poor eng k. lol. so pardon me.
superstar cd.heard tt pre-order the cd can get free concert ticks. those who feel like goin contact me asap. i wan go see my princess kelly. lol
ookieewo zhi dao shang xin bu neng gai bian she mo ke shi sigh. wo hai neng zuo she mo. wo zhen de bu zhi dao le. wo dui zi ji suo yao lang ni kaixin kuai le jiu gou le. ke shi mei dang wo ji mo shi shang xin shi shui neng lang wo kuai le. wo dong wo hen zi si. ke shi.. sigh. suan le ba. kan dao ni de xiao rong ying kai jiu zhu guo le ba. ni na chun zhen de xiao rong shi wo yong bu hui wang ji de tong xi ba..
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
2:00 AM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
暧昧
暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据何时该前进 何时该放弃连拥抱都没有勇气只能陪你到这里毕竟有些事不可以超过了友情 还得不到爱情远方就要下雨的风景到底该不该哭泣想太多 是我还是你我很不服气 也开始怀疑眼前的人是不是同一个真实的你暧昧让人受尽委屈找不到相爱的证据何时该前进何时该放弃连拥抱都没有勇气暧昧让人变得贪心直到等待失去意义无奈我和你写不出结局放遗憾的美丽停在这里
*a song for me.
yang cheng lin de ai mei. veri nice. lyrics veri meaningful.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
3:00 PM
boringgg..no sch todae. woke up at 1 plus. lol .suppose to call ppl wake up n meet for breakfast. in e end wake up alot. went cut hair todae. on the way she two girl wearing nc shirt. thought who. in e end ish jt n pam. lol. told them we r fated n they walk off. nabei. lol. went to sch at nite. the great mr lu told us library open for us den in the end open alot man. fuck . lol. went play soccer in e end. long time nvr play till so shiok liao. found my happiness there. something i haf been lackin for the prelim period. received a msg jus now sayin ys was lock out of the house. to those idiots who believe his crap. STUPID. lol .
ookieesigh. wo zhen de mei you yao qiu na mo duo. qi ma ni hai ba wo dang zhe hao peng yu ba. ting le sui ren you dian shi wang ke shi neng cong ge hu bu xiang shi de liang ge ren dao xian zai de hao peng yu ying kai shi jian zhi de kaixin de shi ba. bu guo hao peng you dui ni lai shuo dao di shi she mo? wo xi wang wo neng shi ge dang ni shang xin shi neng zai ni sheng pang gei ni yi kao zhi chi ni de hao peng you. zai neng kai xin kuai le shi neng he ni fen xiang yi qi feng de hao peng you. wo bu yao shi ge zhi shi zai ni ren shen zhong de guo lu ren.qing lao tian shi xian wo zhe ge xiao xiao de yuan wang ba..
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
3:00 AM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
PRELIM ish finallyy overr. n i m back. haha. one more stage n i will haf my freedom back. WOOHOO....
school..todae was having my art paper . finish in abt one hour time den jiu lie down n sleep.. was sleepin n dreamin so happily when someone pat on my shoulder. i almost scold fuck to tt person. lol . was mdm loh. she ask me finsh my art den slp. den i was like wtf. finish liao lor. kao. den i lie down n slp again. n again wad havin such a happy dream den someone woke me up again. cb. this time dunno wad teacher lai de. kao.again repeated the same word. sae i nvr finish. my art was nice lor. i purposly make it liddat lor. haha.
ookieejin wan zhen de hen kaixin. hao jiu mei you zhe yang le.lol. xi wan neng zhe yang xia qu ba. you ren gen wo zhe mo shuo guo. zi ji zai yi pang shang xin zhe ge na ge dao bu ruo qu xiang xiang yi qian ni shi zhen yang rang ta kuai le de. hai shi zuo guo she mo rang ta kaixin. zai cong zhong xue xi cong zhong zuo dian dong xi. at first ting qi lai like fei hua but you dao li la. haha. ni jui zhen gui. .
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:48 PM
Sunday, September 18, 2005
went crazy wif kelly song last nite. cant even concentrate to study. haha. Studiee.
derek jt yc came my hse to study todae. lol. jt came wif a stylo skirt. haha. manage to clear few chapters. hope tml will come out. and nabei derek say i gt the syndrom of diabeties. fuck.dunno real or not. quite scared by it. haahookiexi wang wo men neng xiang jing tian zhe yang ba. dui wo lai shuo zhe yang ying gai jiu guo le ba. xi wang yue duo shi wang yue duo. suo yi wo bu gan yao qiu tai duo.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:30 PM
December 下雪的冬天
冰冷的雪冻结所有情节
我不愿爱在回忆里搁浅
对或不对 爱开始也是凭感觉
有幸福就难免伤悲
December 下着雪的冬天
看窗外白茫茫的一片
Remember 我们许下的愿
雪默默无言将它冰结成点
忽然间又想起那一场离别
冰冷的雪冻结所有情节
我不愿爱在回忆里搁浅
我面对也试着去了解
我也只能接受这一切
你我的一切都已是个今天
何必再期待有另一个往前
心却痛着 体验了每一个关键
忘记总是要一点时间
Remember 我们许下的愿
雪默默无言将它冰结成点
忽然间又想起那一场离别
冰冷的雪冻结所有情节
我不愿爱在回忆里搁浅
我面对也试着去了解
我也只能接受这一切
你我的一切都已是个今天
何必再期待有另一个往前
心却痛着 体验了每一个关键
忘记总是要一点时间
离别并非都是幸福的终点
或许他才是 他是幸福的遇见
冰冷的雪冻结所有情节
我不愿爱在回忆里搁浅
我面对也试着去了解
我也只能接受这一切
你我的一切都已是个今天
何必再期待有另一个往前
心却痛着 体验了每一个关键
忘记总是要一点时间
一定会有那么一天
here's a song composed n writen by KELLY PAN JIA LI. she wrote this song b4 the superstar contest n won third prize in a contest. dammn nice. those who wan can ask me send you. i will be glad to do so. Lots of thing in life did dissapoint me but KELLY had never . haha.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
5:59 AM
Airportwent to the airport todae. to STUDY.. haha. at first sit down still can studie but after a while get quite fuck up by the noise ppl make there. the atmosphere jus nt the type for me to study la. kao . too bright for me. too noisy for me. they sae xin jing zi ran liang. *crap* lol. therefore moodswing again. fa pi qi again. those kelian peeps wif me gotto suffer again. sigh. if i keep on liddat think my fren will get lesser n lesser soon.. FUCK. i tried to control. but. fuck la.
OOkiee
kan dao ni de xiao rong. xin qing hao le yi dian. ke shi wo men de ju li gan jue shang yue lai yue yuan. yi qian zai yi qi shi zhong shi kuai kuai le le heng hao wan de. ke shi xian zai. zhong jue de fei chang gan ga. fei change de bu zi zai. ru guo ke yi xuan zhe de hua. wo ling yuan ba dong xi fang zai xin li. bu shuo chu lai. na yang wo xian zai ying kai bu hui na mo de shang xin ba. you xie shi hao dong de yue duo tong de yue duo. sigh. hao xiang hui dao na duan mei you ju li mei you gan ga de shi jian. na shi de wo zhen de hen kaixin. hen kaixin..
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
4:24 AM
Saturday, September 17, 2005
你好就好
看见你聊到了他而微笑
我心里那点遗憾不见了
你的最後选择是谁
忽然之间这个答案已似乎不重要
我肩膀永远等著你依靠
但是我更不希望你受困扰
我把时间对摺一遍从前未来唯一重叠
要你很幸福这心愿不动摇
只要你好就好你好就好
其他的我不计较
就算我会烦恼就算我会焦躁
就算我会被忘掉
你好就好你好就好(要过得比我好)
我的爱没有句号
像过去那样做到对你的付出坚持不肯少*dedictaed to myself
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
10:37 PM
Friday, September 16, 2005
chinese prelim todae. compo was like fuck. no idea. crap alot den lie down n slp. den paper 2 better still do first qns jiu slp for 30 mins. the hall was like so fuckin nice to slp man. read passage dat time i slp again .haha. tell me how to pass my chinese. ??!
Paytook my pay todae. nabei 180+ nia. work so hard get so little. but after lookin at jt n pam de pay i feel a little much more better. 90++ n 100++ haha. havin a fuckin attitude on the way there. sorry to all hu i have offended or bullied . esp.derek. thanks bro.
OOkiEEwo zhen de shi ge wang ba dan. ye bu zhi dao wei she mo wo hui zhe yang. fa pi qi . fa pi qi. wo zhi hui zhe yang zuo. sigh. bu gan dui ni tai hao. hai pa hui you fan xiao guo. jue de wo fan. dao run ni de shen huo. ke shi bu dui ni hao wo you pa zhe ge na ga. wo hen xin ku. zhen de hen . .
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:59 PM
Thursday, September 15, 2005
haha. finally got a blog. in the past i keep thinkin guys tt haf blogs are gay. but i am wrong. lol
blog are somethin tt u can vent on when u r angry and let u haf a place to sae wad the
fuck u r hidin in ur heart man..
Studyingstudyin in canteen todae. mr lu taught me chinese. haha. he ish a good teacher sia.
first time gettin this kind of teachin for chinese. lol.
ookiee
ai yi ge ren zhen de you shi hen tong ku. ke shi bu ai ta gen tong ku. lol dunnno wtf i tokin
sigh. jus hope everythin will go back like the past. kai kai xin xin de zai yi qi wan. yi qi study.
zhe yang jiu guo le.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
11:46 PM
普通朋友等待
我随时随地在等待
做你感情上的依赖
我没有任何的疑问
这是爱
我猜
你早就想要说明白
我觉得自己好失败
从天堂掉落到深渊
多无奈
我愿意改变(what can i do?)
重新再来一遍(just give me change)
我无法只是
普通朋友感情已那么深
叫我怎么能收手
但你说
i only want to be your friend
做个朋友
我在
你心中只是just a friend
不是情人
我感激你对我这样的坦白
但我给你的爱暂时收不回来
so i
我不能只是be your friend
i just can't be your friend
no,no,no,
我不能只是做你的朋友
不能只是做
普通朋友
*dedicated to myself
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
8:53 AM
Tuesday, September 13, 2005
testing 1 . 2 . 3
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
8:22 PM