Friday, June 30, 2006

不知不覺已經那麼久
我待在　這沒有你的冰河期中
即使回憶　不斷在重播
已經凍結的愛　也不會再暖和

把我很好　說的從容
(心就越必須　言不由衷)
我猶豫著　還要不要
承認我　放不開手

＊127日的分手　就有127顆心在痛
　一天一點　讓後悔　教會
　我怎麼能夠　忽略你感受
　你用多少眼淚　才找到離開我的理由
　也許一直容忍的都是你
　因為溫柔而為我　犯下的錯＊

眼中只有你美麗身影
耳朵只搜尋　所有關於你的消息
就算是我已經往前走
我也徘徊在所有美好往事左右

我的心　已死好久
(它失去了　生存的理由)
就在你不再愛我的那一天　停止跳動

REPEAT＊

Damn baby how we end up here
You know it's funny
I just miss you so much
I still remember holding you kissing you
I wish I could just see you right now
lying in my arms
Baby I'm waiting for you
Please just come back to me
I love you

127日的分手　留下一個好想你的我
一天一年　讓時間　證明
忘記你是我　做的假動作
我用了多少寂寞瞭解　你離開的理由
我沒有能挽回你的　權力
除非你能瞭解我　心有多痛


- 127日
Kang Ta & Vanness

♥ i didnt know how hard i could cry 6:50 PM

Sunday, June 04, 2006

wahahaha. today 4th june 2006. YES! one of the happiest day i haf. lol. woohoo.

J8
okie. went to j8 todae to see YANG CHENG LING. haha. reach there at 3. and the event suppose to start at 3. but she haven come yet. so i faster go find a place to haf a good view. BUT. wah. j8 onli 4 storey tall. and its like everywhere packed wif ppl la. cant even find a place tt can see the stage la. (even at the forth level) so.. i decide to camp there. see gt place faster rush in. lol. there is this indian man. standin at a quite good position. so i think. er, he chou re nao onli. will leave one. so i stand behind him n wait. n tt idiot. stand there for so long la. i pek cek. like he uds wth is happenin liddat. but. nvm. finally found another spot. though its at level four. ha. and ya. TODAY is her bdae. woo. ha.

SO CLOSE!
okie so she sing two songs. play some games and her autograph section start la. den its like wahlao. so fast. and i haven even bought her cd yet. (i m waiting for her gai ban) so. jus stand there, look at her sign. so wu liao la. the crowd starts to go away la. so we decide to go too la. den go walk ard j8 yue xiang yue bu fu qi. i come all the way. nvr take signature is like so idiot la. so walk back. see the queue how long. kao. until basement 2 la. so walk away la. den after awhile i still bu si xin. go back see the queue. wahaha. become quite short liao la. gosh. i bth liao. so cw and i went to buy her cd and rush into the queue. ha. poor boyang gotto wait for us outside. lol. and yah. after 25 mins of waiting. tada. i m like 50 cm away fr her onli la. god! and her face is like so freaking small. my palm can fit her face la. i shld haf ask her whether her palm gt bigger den her face. and when she raise it up and compare i faster go push her hand. let her slap herself. lol. okie. nt funini. haha. see her my whole body soft la. lol. n she sae 'XIE XIE" to me. how mani of u will get the chance la. HA! woohhoo. so kai xin la. but i rrly hum la. wanted to sae happi bdae to her one. but. i onli manage to sae xie xie back to her onli. ha. I M SHY la. ha. okie!
okie here are some pictures. http://smg.photobucket.com/albums/v198/idiotgurl/RainieAutoSession04Jun06/

thank u!
so. i am here to thanks boyang for pei-ing me to go and watch and wait for us like an idiot. ha. THANK YOU! and thanks chongwee to be crazy wif me over yang cheng ling. ha. THANK YOU. lol. and FUCK DEREK TAY TIAN REN to bluff me tt he gotto go pray his grandfather when in fact. he went to some class outing wif his darling. (cannot sae cannot la. why mus lie.) and use the pray grandpa excuse. lol. this is like the 4th of 5th time me hering this la. be more creative la. nxt time sae go pray great grandpa. mayb i will believe. lol. DO I RRLY LOOK TT DUMB? and u see. i go tell ppl tt derek cannot come. he go pray his grandpa. lol. everyone gif me the same reaction la. "ALRIGHT. this one again" or " GREAT. need pray so mani times a yr" ha. ha. ha. nvm. shall forgif him. he dun1 to go i force him for wad. but PLS dun lie. CANNOT sae CANNOT. ha. i wont scold u wan rite. i will jus kaobei u awhile. suan u awhile. cb u awhile. ha. jk la.

blah blah.
was feelin so fuckup for the past few daes la. so mani things @#@#@# inside me. and i gt no place to vent it out to make myself feel better. how i wish i could fuck everything into the rubbish bin. tie it up. throw to the garbage truck and TADA. gone. ha. but nvm. todae totally make me feel so happi la. so happi tt those fuckup things seems to be a happi things too. so. i have make a conclusion. no pt bothering abt those fuckup or sad things. u wont make it become a happi thing. BUT. go and find some happi things and do. u will make those fuckup things look happi too. OKIE. this is crap. lol. jus let me crap. YAO XIAO HEN RONG YI. KE SHI YAO KAI XIN HEN NAN. but. today. i m rrly happi. WOOHOOHOO. lol.

♥ i didnt know how hard i could cry 2:41 AM