Monday, March 27, 2006
ya. woo. went running jus now. CAN U BELIEVE IT? haha. run alone. wif my ipod. listening those sad sad song. ahaha. veri weird combination i know. RUNNING do numb ur brain for a while man. so if u are sad or wad. RUN TILL U DIE. wooo. but dun eat b4 u run. i vominted jus now. OMFG. lol. dere r other runner ard too. so paiseh. haha. booo. like an idiot. lesson learn! haha.
my heart in tp. mind in sp. wtf shld i do. n tan you min. u r makin me more she bu de sp n ciang qu tp. can i study one n half yr in sp nthe other one n half in tp? haha. sz sam n xe. thx anyway. though u all din help me at all. hah. n yeah hq. run run run. ha! run till we die. LOL.
hai hai hai. y dun god let time go back to sec 4 n i promise to study fuckin hard . haha. LOL. GOD CAN U HEAR ME??? dammn lame la. haha. oh. i can do the theory of KNOWLEDGE. haha
* 其實.. 人不開心的時候,是可以裝的開心的.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
1:40 AM
Sunday, March 26, 2006
kelly's blogsuddenly gt the urge to blog. ha. guess wad. i found kelly's BLOG. kelly pan jia li BLOG. omg. i was searchin for her pic in yahoo when sudd i saw this link to her blog. iat first i tot must be some bian tai like go setup a blog for her. but den. aha, NO. its her. the blog is abt 2 yrs old liao. lol. last post was july 26 20005. boo. she stop udating after the pss thing. read all her entry. veri de diff fr the kelly which we see on tv. she was sad, empty, n lonely at part of her life too. den her entries most of it is in chinese. COOL. her entries make me think alot. rrly alot. sudd the same old qns pop out in my mind again. wtf is life. wtf is dat. hai
life?y does some ppls will also be so lucky. they jus need to use some tiny effort to gt wad they wan n y does some will always haf tough life n need to work so super hard to achieve the thiing they wanted n in the end fail. jus visit my baby cousin. ha. he is god dammn cute but a cry baby. ass him. babies r the most fortunate ppl in the world. they haf no worries. they haf no pressure. n they jus need to cry n will get wad they wan. y cant we haf the "power" too. ha. i rmb me sayin this. "u r havin a tough life now cos god is training u now for ur bright future." ha. tts bullshit. bullshit. big time. LIFE LIFE LIFE. can someone tell me how to make it a better one? i m so freakin fuckup inside. which i dunno y.
there is dis phrase which kelly worte " why some ppl try to act tough n hide their feelin inside when they r actually feelin depress. " i gt an answer to it. i act funni. try to b lame cos i wan to numb myself. i wan myself to feel good. i wan to tell myself i m happi. i m nt sad. i haf no worries. yeah! i act tough cos i dun1 to affect other ppl mood. HAHA. i think this is the cause of my constant mood swing n bad temper. WOO. i hate it when i m tokin smth serious n ppl start thinkin i m ji siao-ing dem. i hate it. this make me feel so .. hai . mei you ren liao jie wo. ye mei you ren ken qu chang shi liao jie wo...
appeal resultmy tp appeal out liao. i cant get into tp business but stillcan go to tp engineerrin. but i dun liek engineerin at all. shld i stay at sp or go tp. i rrly dunno . so many factors for mr to stay in sp n so mani reason for me to go to tp. hai. wo hen fan! zhen de hen fan. i m jus one mark away fr gettin into the businees course. one mark! tts LIFE man. woo. hai.
smth fr kelly's blog
喜歡下雨，因為你不會知道我流淚..
喜歡發呆....因為你不會知道我想你...
喜歡孤單....因為你不會發現我愛你...
喜歡在你身邊..因為你是我快樂的唯一因素..shall end here. jus realise i hardly blog things tt r happy in my life. hope it will happen soon. hai. SORRY my frens. i jus need some place to vent.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
3:52 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006
失眠的睡美人
故事最后会有哪些情节
可以当纪念曾经你说
要最疼我要最想我
每天每天
在你身后
感觉就像一条透明的抛物线
当它下遂
再美的童话也会失去感觉
睡美人想着谁想到失眠
空荡荡是你给我的堡垒
我不说只希望你能了解
就算没有王子
想你在身边
睡美人想什么想到失眠
我愿意拥有公主的眼泪
安静的等着你每一夜
喜欢就是这样
酸酸甜甜的滋味
yeah. new song fr yang cheng ling.woo. dammn nice la. ppl listen it in a quiet nite. bet u will be touched by it. haha. dun cry ar. i no tissue. HAHA. 我也失眠. help!
boo. life sux. work sux. my hp sux. my msn sux. BOO! i m updatin for the sake of updating. ha.
my appeal letter nt yet receive. HOPELESS? hai.
shall update nicely the nxt time. BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
5:55 AM
Saturday, March 18, 2006
说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了
wahaha. so stuck in dis song. super nice la. go dwl!!! hhaah NO. go buy la. lol.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
5:15 AM
Monday, March 06, 2006
ya ya. so mani mani things happen
JAE
ya. i got into the stupid electronic computer n communication engineering at sp as expected. derek n masam got into the same course as me. yeah? BULLSHIT ASS. they r appealin out. still rmb they sayin " if i sway sawy gt into this course den i ren ming lor " ha. great brathers. but nvm. it's theirr life. they can do wad dey wan. fuck care them. will be happier w/o them. chong wee n boyang got into sp too. but they are appealin too. but sttill stickin to sp. jus change course. looks like i m the onli one not appealin. ( i wanted) but wtf? like i can choose. yusheng got into the business course in tp. n he ggt the same pts as me. haf the urge in goin tp. lost of frens goin there too . ha. if i do tt wad diff m i wif d n m. ha. hope will make better frens at sp. ha. mayb its my fault? it's their future. y shld i tok so much. ya. i sux. but pls. nxt time tok wif ur brain on. not tok n forget. or tok n act dumb. tok wif ur brain. dun fu yan wo. i dun like it. i rather u sae it out. k thks. stop sayin "steady la steady la" n den do idiotic stuff. thank u. u will be muchly appreciated.
buscard.
my fuckin buscard were confiscated by the bus driver. fuck him. argue wif him . but. failed. n the card which go thru thick n thin during o lvl is gone. GONE. ha. no more student meals n price for me.
ya. put away all those shits i've complained. lets tok abt some happi things. yeah. yeah. i cant think of ani? HA. wtf? okie. ya. SOCCER. ya. played it on sat mornig. yes. shld be meetin in cp at 830 in the mornign. yeah. reach there at 845. wow. great. none of tthem reached. but i m not surprised by it at all. its our team tradition liao la. get old chang kee for breakfast. ha. den when i was playin halfway. lol. i vomited. yes. haha. the porridge came out. lol. shld haf take a bowl n collect it. den gif ppl eat. lol. recycle la. lol . yeah. soccer is fun.
n yes. 梦。拼图. wahaha. kelly is dammn freakin chio/cute/pretty/adorable/blah/blah/blah.. haha. watched it for so mani mani times. n i jus wont get sian over it. think can bei de tai chi liao.haha. 'shaui liao bu qi ar. wo da ni bian zhu tou ar. " haha. yes. u can call me siao. but. haha. i m siao la. lol. if u haf miss it. lol. dun b sad. i haf upload it into my blog. haha. it load quite fast. lol. so watch it my fren. lol. heard tt she is goin to sr to perform nxt fridae. ani SR peeps here? help me take photo la. lol. n yes. yes. SAMANTHA haf the friday weekly which haf her as backpage. lol. n she kept it for me. wahseh. gan dong leh. wahaha. THANK YOU VERI MUCH. lol. hope she rmb to pass to me b4 sellin to the karang guni. lol. my mood sudd become good liao. lol.
nchs anniversary dinner. or mayb lunch
waha. yes. supposingly meetin shaik n co. at 1045. but i was late. cos. aiya. skip this. reach the country club at 12. country club leh. wahseh. make me wear till so formal. n den. haha. great restaurant we haf. n mayb not even restaurant. its jus an empty place wif some decoration n buffets. haha. i tot i went into the wrong place at first. tot it was some elderly meetin at first. lol. n the food was dammn NICE. bloody shit. lose my appetite upson seeing it. but i pay for the tixs liao . gotoo eat. or else waste $. haha. we sitted like 15mins n den cannot tahan liao. haha. my whole grp stand up n left the hall. lol. went arcading instead. dammn cheap 40ct one game, lol. but no aircon. den went pool-ing. wahseh. the whole pool room filled wif us. lol. dammn noisy la. lol. the girls fa-ing hua chi takin pics of themself. den the guys kaobei lai kaobei qu. lol . but its quite fun la. haha. after tt went cine watch big mama hse 2. lol. DAMMN funni la tt show. lol. go watch go watch. lol. n yes ym is like so crazy goin oversea. first she called us to go cruise trip den taipei. n now KL. wahseh. might as well go iceland. lol. hah. n she sae my blog look childish. wtf? it rox k.
yah. this is a long post. sudd haf the mood to blog todae. haha. to complain abt my miserable life. fuck it. lol. n ya i m workin for sunpage soon. do pickup my call or reply my sms. i need u all. hhaa.
⥠i didnt know how hard i could cry
2:33 AM