Tuesday, October 25, 2005

inevitable = impossible to avoid or prevent. a new word learn todae. HAHA..

derek hse.
life wasnt smooth for my good brather ｄｅｒｅｋ　，ｌｉｏｎｅｌ（ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ）this few daes n for me too.. mayb u all can sae. we ask for it. but.. there is still but. haix. wtf! tt tiny drop of thing jus flow down liddat. which i dunno y. haha. i m rrly a big fucker. (ym jus reminded me) ha! i m jus a guy tt always get angry wif u for no reason. i m jus an idiot tt onli know how to get angry. i m jus some petty idiot. some !@#$ asshole . but do u know.. ARGHHHGHGHHGHHHB!!!!!!!!!!!! forget it. o level is comin n we are gettin ourself into all this shit.. y? y? y? y?!!!!!!!! argh!

ookiee..
我想学会自我催眠。。 痛觉会少一些。。 可是我只是在逃避. 不过不逃避我还能做么。。 现在我的幽默只是掩饰我的心痛我的难过。。好希望你能懂我。可是我会不说，不想说。怕说了也没有用。只会更难过。。好想就这样忘了，走了，没有难过。。可 是世上就是还有可是。。　ａｒｇｈ！！！！！！！！！！１

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