Sunday, February 19, 2006

feelin veri down now. m i suffering from depression?? one moment i can be so high n the other i can feel so fuck up. worst is the ppls ard me gotto suffer. argH! fuck fuck fuck! hai. was lyin on mybed for so long jus now. couldnt sleep. thought of bloggin. there was so mani things i wanted to kaobei on. but now. jus simply dunno wad to type. argh!! SAD

played soccer in the afternoon todae. lost again. wtf. there doesnt seems to be any teamwork for my team anymore. everyone jus play like shit. n complainin abt each other. quarrelin. WTF. haf a deep cut near my shin. ha. there is this guy whch i doesnt like his playin style. i wan to injured him. yes i wan to. i ran in to challange him. slide him. ha. he got pass me. n i land on the sandy part of the pitch. great. useless me. n when i was findin for the onli sub we haf. he haf went home. cos he need to go out wif his gf. ha. ELITEZ FC? bullshit. 5-1 socreline? BULLSHIT. where is the mighty elitez? argh! DISSAPONTED.

i was thinkin jus now. wads the mu di of me living? n i cant gif an answer to it. ha. argh!! FUNNI. my studies sux. my lifw sux. everything sux.

stuck on kelly's you xie ai and fei ai bu ke now. this two songs are the sentimental type. hear le make myself more depress onli. HAHA. but. i jus luv them! esp. the lyrics. i cant type chinese. or else i wil publish them out.


summary : yien's life= bullshit.

♥ i didnt know how hard i could cry 4:15 AM