Monday, May 01, 2006

was listening to simple plan untitled. n now i m stuck wif this song. i used to listen this song when i m sad in the past. ha. jus keep repeating repeating n repeating. hai. suddenly the weird empty feelin is back. this song remind me of my happy time wif my brather my classmate my team mate. SADDENING la. NCHS life is nt tt lousy la. 1 glorious 2 glorious 3 gregarious 4 gregarious rocks la. hai. so mani mani things tt happen. good n bad. n now. hai. still rmb sec1 tt time. i m thinkin wow. 4 yrs of sec sch life. so long. n now. TADA. i m in poly already. how i wish it could be longer. or we restart it again. back to the sec1 camp. GUAN HUAI FANG SHI. lol. HA.
hai hai hai. so mani things stuck in my mind now. feelin so @#$#@%^ inside. n yet i cant explain y i m feelin dat. fuck. yes, i haf derek masam by cw wif me at sp. but. jus find it hard to tell them things at time. sb is at TP. fuck. i find it easier to share things wif him. i dunno y. mayb becos i know him for 11 yrs liao. n the tu dou also so far. hahaha. hai. LIFE. findin it more n more fuck up.hai. my temper getting more n more worst. ( never been good before ) hai. shall end her. enjoy this song. it's really nice. the lyrics is so .. hai

UNTITLED

I open my eyes
I try to see but I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how 
I can't remember why 
I'm lying here tonight 

And I can't stand the pain 
And I can't make it go away 
No I can't stand the pain 

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life 
I just wanna scream 
How could this happen to me?

Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again 

So I try to hold on
On to a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done 
No I can't

How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away 
I'm sick of this life 
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

I've made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on 
As I'm fading away 
I'm sick of this life 
I just wanna scream 
How could this happen to me? 

♥ i didnt know how hard i could cry 2:11 AM